Grateful

I have been debating whether or not to post anything about the recent events, but ultimatley I have decided that I want to share my feelings and express my gratitude. Last week, at 6 weeks pregnant, I had a miscarriage. I am not writing this post to announce that I was pregnant or to announce the sad news that I no longer am, but just how I feel about it. Its honestly something I never thought would happen to me, I dont why I thought that way, but I did. It came as a surprise and defineitley a dissapointment.

First I want to thank Tyson for being such a wonderful husband and best friend to me. He has been so loving and comforting to me. Thank you for letting me cry on your shoulder, literally, and for being so caring and concerned when I didnt feel well and everything seemed to fall apart. I have never felt closer to you than this last week, and I love you more than I already thought wasnt possible. I know you will be an amazing father and it just makes me more anxious to start a family with you.

Secondly, I want to thank all my family and friends who also came me words of comfort and showed concern. Whether through email, phone calls, or texts, they all meant so much to me to know that you were thinking about us and keeping us in your prayers. I have grown so much from this experience, I know that it happened for a reason. I know that when the time is right, we will have a beautiful baby, and that in the meantime God has given us a wonderful humbling experience to grow close to him and to each other and I am truly grateful for that.